Looking at the fish tank in my room,
I cannot help but have mixed feelings...*random
This weekend was busy cuz baby's grandpa passed away silently or should I say peacefully. He left while taking an afternoon nap. May the lord bless his soul. Well, I was at the wake most of the time whenever I had time, I was at the wake, keeping my baby company, and helping out at the wake as much as I can. Throughout those few days, baby and I felt so much connection. Not that I'm saying we were having fun at the wake but we did bonded...
And cuz of the wake I spent a lot of time with my baby and it just feels good to know that she is round me. Event though she might be doing prayers for her grandpa, I sit and watch. Just the fact that she is visible, its good enough for me. I just enjoy looking at my baby..
Well lots of other stuff happened as well but I think I don't wanna elaborate. Just have this to say, through good times and bad times, no matter what happens, no matter how far my baby is, I promise I'll be there for her. Things happened between me and her and I know how much my baby loves me.. so so so so much.. Its hard to put it in words, but I know it in my heart. She's just someone that I'll treasure with all my heart. She's the one for me. She really is. I dare to say so. And right now, I miss her so dearly as I am typing this.
I want you to know baby, you're all I can ever ask for.
