She is the bestest bestest thing that ever happened in my life. This few weeks, I know that now, we have connected emotionally. I am very sure. I know when she needs me without her saying. I know what she wants to say everytime and its this special little something that exist that makes me want to discover more about love, love with you and love from you. Its an achievement when two bodies are emotionally connected. You feel good about it. Well I do not know about the others but I think its soething not easy to come by and I took 8 months to achieve this.

All along, in the past, I thought I understood what it means by emotionally connected but in actual fact I didnt. I didnt at all. Well I must say I have grown up quite a lot this 8 months, I have never felt like that before. Its like I'm finally being a sensible man. A man. I ain't a boy no more. So much so I told my mum whatever problems I think may affect our future. Everything. I told my mum I was dead serious about my baby. And that what my mum thinks will affect me in making decisions for everything. And I want my family to like her, to accept her for who she is and to love her like her own sister and own daughter. Just like how I did. It'll take some time but I'm sure we can do it.

Now, baby will always ask me to make decision for her. Its not that she can't think for herself. Its that she cares how i think and she wants me to be part of her decision making thats why she usually asks me for opinion when it comes to desicion making. I used to lament about why she always cant make decision herself. But now I know, cuz I've grown, because of you.

Many things happened between us and we usually at that point of time want the other party to go away. But in super actual fact, we want each other more. It happens to everybody. [NO from the mouth, YES from the heart] well, it happened to us as well. But never walk away. It'll hurt you and most importantly hurt the other party even more. I've learnt and I'll remember. Always and ever.