It's been a tough and hard sailing week for the both of us.

Well I don't like to dwell in the past so let's just say we're now so much better in terms of relationship. Like what I told winson before, if you have a breakup and then patch up, onlt two things will happen. Either the relationship goes from bad to worse or its from better to best. And for me, it's for better to best to wonderful to perfect.

This time round we communicated so much better. We talked our hearts out on the 13 of june by the beach. We trashed things out. All of them. What I have been thinking and what she was thinking about. All unhappines was poured out and now what's left are two hearts burning with desire to love and understand each other more. Well, many things happened prior to this but i must say again, the beach really meant something to the both of us. It's the only place i feel calm and I can be myself. It may sound stupid, it may sound dumb, it may sound ridiculous but yes, the beach really mean something to the both of us, especially me.

On the 13 of june, we were out with uncle joe, we went out to visit hook, a cat, and went to the park. So we were just walkin and we went to the beach and walked down with sand in our toes. Well, at that time, my heart was still unsure, I swear I was still thinking. Well, about what I don't know. After that we sat down on the bench and we just talked. So I was thinking to myself, Since things are already like that as in, in a bad shape, and it's not like I don't love her anymore, why not give it another try, and this time round, notice all the small details on her. Notice everything about her, like why did my baby wear this pair of shoes today? Is it cuz it goes with what she's wearing or maybe it's just because it's just convienient to slip it in. Or why did my baby eat kway tiao instead of mee pok. Well it's all the small little things thats matter. This time, I have became more sensitive to her feelings, I'll put her in my shoes. I will.