I'm back from the camp.
It's a success. We pulled it through. All of us played a part.
Once again, the feeling of leaving the camp is not nice. I miss evryone from the camp. 4 days together is not nothing. It's something. I'm sure everyone in the planning commitee feels the same way cuz it's a natural way of how we'll feel after camps. I don't like the feeling but i like the feeling. It's funny. I don't know how to explain to you guys but thought of ending the camp feels good and all cuz finally all we planned for has been done and all the hard work of endless hours of meeting is finally showing. But on the other hand, the thought of us going through so much together and now we just leave in our own seperate ways just don't feel good for me. It's like i miss everyone in the planning com. Especially my meimei. She really inproved so much after this camp. And I'm so very proud of her. Well just a little history bout me and my meimei. We only gotta know each other after last year's year end camp and the funny thing is, We kinda knew each other before but not so close. And its legion that brought us so close together. I like it when you have someone close to your heart in legion, it just adds on to so much other positive stuff, friendship is definitely one of them. And I'm sure all of us treasure the relationship we have with one another. Its something found only here, not anywhere else. I really miss everyone from the camp, especially meiemi.
Well the best part of the camp was always the praise and worship session. And this year, i felt a different feeling. I admit I didnt really feel God, but what I felt was memories form all the previous camps all the way from 1998 when I went for my first one. Back then I was Primary 4. And the year end camp back then was the most talked about thing in legion, it was an honor to be in the planning commitee, it was something most people wanna do cuz back then, we had like 40 over people for a camp and the numbers ruduced over the years, but the spirit of the camps will always stay close to my heart. The cheers we scream to please the game masters just to get more points, the non-air-con classroom we spend our nights in for 5 days and 4 nights, the writting of SP letters late into the night, the giving of stuff and doing things for our SP and so many other stuff that can tear you when you think of them. The meomories are always re-lived after every camp. allthe memories will come back. Like this camp's P&W, all that was in my mind was people from the past that I really really looked up to and all the hugging and swaying when we sang songs, it was all good memories, nothing seems to be bad, I don't know why. This time, my meimei was the one I thought of, she came into my life as nobody and she was just another girl that maybe will just go away sometime later on but no, She meant sonething to me. Someone special. She is a changed girl now from this year's camp, she grew. She's changed, for the better and it's like I saw her through doing that, I watched her grew and she still has a lot of improvements to make but a journey of a thousand miles begins with a step and she did, she took first steps and she'll continue to grow. Well, its sort of like a teacher seeing her students finish their leaving school exams and the teacher knows that he/she has done something to make a difference no matter big or small in the student's life and this is exactly how I'm feeling now. I'm really proud of you meimei, You really didnt let me down. Kor is really proud of you. (10/10/2006)
Well the end of the camp marks a beginning to another, for many of the new guys in the planning commitee, I'm glad you took up the challenge and I know for sure you took home something with you in which textbooks can't teach. The feeling you're feeling now-missing the company, is a good one, it means you guys mean something to each other. Somewhere in your heart, is a place for someone special. And I'm glad all of you stayed together and make this camp a success. Give yourselves a pad on the back. You guys really did a great and wonderful job.