School sucked today. I don't know why i feel so fucked now. So emo-ing now. I really miss my nana girl, so so much. Now i know what it means by absence makes the heart fonder. It really does and its driving me insane now, and i can only get to see her 24 hours later. I hate being alone. Well especially when i know i have so many friends in school and most of them are doing SIP. sigh. Im starting to regret now. Regret not studying hard enough for the past two years and now im fucking sufferring. I know. There's no one to blame but myself. So be it. Well tomorrow Im gonna go cut hair and head to town to buy meimei's present and try to find my way to baby's workplace so that i can meet her for a longertime, even if its for just 5mins. It makes a difference, because its the person you love. But time will zoom past like lightning when im beside her. But rest assure. I'll definitely treasure the whole evening when I'm with you baby. Tomorrow's lesson gonna start at 8 again. A straight 4hours lab session. Lucky i have funs in the same class if not i'll just commit suicide. Can't wait to see you tomorrow.

I love you baby. And i really miss you. I really do.