The only easy day was yesterday

Monday, April 30, 2007

Title: poor prisca

My sister is FUCKED UP.

I came home after going to kee's place for a few rounds of majong after school. And i noticed my sister.

Well, as my sister is my sister, I of course understand her. I came into her room and--- her face---- haha i could sense something was wrong. She had a ' I'm damn fucked up ' face. So i started the questioning session.

Me: "fucked up with your mum?"

Prisca: "no.."

Me: "can't be fucked up with your dad right.."

Prisca: "no.."

Me: "ok i know already. You didnt win the presentation"

Prisca: "Ya laa, don't know how they judge one. Fuck lo. ................."

For the rest of the infomation on how they judge her group please refer to her blog.

Well i can say i understand my sister. Maybe not what she wants and need in her life cuz she's quite satisfied with what she has. Thats her. But there's one thing i fully understand bout her-facial expression. One damn look i know whats going on. Ican differenciate between fucked up, angry, disappointed or whatever you wanna name it. This time round she's not sad cuz she lost, well maybe a little. She's fucked up with how they judge the other presentations. Of course i side my sister laa. Even though i didnt hear or didnt see how they judge. But they can piss off. Shan't use the F word cuz it'll overwhelm my sister reading it. haha. Relax sis. Chill.

To my baby:

No doubt we spend very little time together but it will never change anything. Nothing at all. We are growing, and nothing will stop us. Cause the love we have for each other is so strong that we can overcome anything that comes in our way. Anything and everything that we face, we face it and get pass it, together, as one, one true love. Me ad you. The road ahead will be tough but as i always say...

"For if God brings you to it, He'll bring you through it..."

Trust in Him and trust in Me

"I promise you, i'll stay by you with all I've ever got, with all I ever have....

Simply because I love you"

From your ever loving,

Superman

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Title: sundays...

Sundays are always the same. But today was a little different cuz the whole of the F3 gang went out for breakfast. First time ever since we started the f3 thingy. Today i gave out the forms to the kids to tell them bout the upcoming june recruitment camp and response was really good. 4 of them showed super duper interest in it. The other 2 will see how first. But like i always say, 4 is a good number already. I though response would be worse. haha. Well come to think of it again, I didnt regret doing all this hard work cuz its starting to pay off now and I can see it happening. Things like asking them to do things, simple things lilke coming on time, going up to the venue early to get the place ready, like on the air con. Well these kids can still be groomed further. Three weeks back i taught them how to do a prayer and guess what? The kids are doing all the opening and closing prayers. It takes time to do anything and its very encouraging to know that these few kids are growing in terms of faith with you, I'm a grown up now. I don't only have myself to worry about. I have responsibilities. Huge responsibilities on my shoulders and I'm so gald i can carry them. Thank God.

Well meiemei annd me decided to meet up every wednesday to do studying together. And partly to give her tuition and I at least set aside a day of the week to study. At least I'll study. It's a plan me and meimei made and its supposed to 'force' us to study. so yeps. Hopefully the plan we have to study can be carried out every week yea.

Now am at baby's house watching a tonne of DVDs cuz baby and her brother went to make the membership card and they were kinda excited over it so yea. We have a hell lot of DvDs to finish watchin. Got ta go people. Maybe I'll blog again Tonight. Til then love you guys!

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Title: did you realised?

Hey people. Realised anything similar with my entries?

If you did, you're great. Yea, all my entries for this past week were all done before 2300hours. haha, which means this week i slept damn early cuz of school and all because they gave me a timetable that sucks!!! everyday start so darn early..... Well the first week of school had been super fun and interesting except the fact that most of the days my lunchtime are knida worrying cuz sometimes i don't even know who i'll be with for lunch. Just imagine having lunch alone in the school canteen. Yea, i had one lunch like that this week and i tell you, it sucked. It sucked so bad you feel like quitting school. Well I'm not used to being alone in school cuz I'm always with my friends, either slacking of skipping lecture and going out to have bubble tea. Oh well, thats history and it won't happen so me being strong inside, will forget bout it.

Wanted to go club today bit am so darn tired so i decided to give it a miss. This is the kind of feeling when you wanna go out and chill but you really feel tired and you tell yourself that staying at home is so much better than heading out.

Pet's mama is hospitalised cuz her nose bleed like waterfall this morning, she had to be awarded into ICU but now is she much better (at least her nose stopped bleeding already). haha, we(baby, angela, winson) went to visit her and she still could joke. she told us in a damn funny way that her blood was all over her bed and shirt and she told the nurse when she came to the hospital to cut away her shirt cuz she cannot tahan seeing the blood on her. It may not sound funny to you but i don't why it does to me. But with all due respect, we'll continue to pray for her!!!

Tomorrow gotta go to church and teach one of the new guy how to serve mass so that he can help us out and yea, gonna head on down to Blessed Sacrament to help out with the recruitment drive at the church. Hopefully there'll be a little bit of response. Not expecting a lot. Maybe just 3?? But 3 is fine already! Better than nothing!! haha. til tomorrow, goodnight to all.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Title: happy birthday!!!

Happy Birthday Nigel Ng!!!!

I'm 19! Last year of teenage!

*yea yea, i'll try to grow up...

Just keep it short. This year has just been a great birthday for me. For all of you who made it possible.. I sincerely thank you from the bottom of my heart.... (Baby, meimei, pet, robin, winson, angela, foo, kee, mama, papa, prisca[still waiting for your present hor], granny, cuzens, aunties, and all those who smsed me!)

Thank you all once again. It has really been the best birthday ever. Love all of you guys.

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Title: lonliness

School sucked today. I don't know why i feel so fucked now. So emo-ing now. I really miss my nana girl, so so much. Now i know what it means by absence makes the heart fonder. It really does and its driving me insane now, and i can only get to see her 24 hours later. I hate being alone. Well especially when i know i have so many friends in school and most of them are doing SIP. sigh. Im starting to regret now. Regret not studying hard enough for the past two years and now im fucking sufferring. I know. There's no one to blame but myself. So be it. Well tomorrow Im gonna go cut hair and head to town to buy meimei's present and try to find my way to baby's workplace so that i can meet her for a longertime, even if its for just 5mins. It makes a difference, because its the person you love. But time will zoom past like lightning when im beside her. But rest assure. I'll definitely treasure the whole evening when I'm with you baby. Tomorrow's lesson gonna start at 8 again. A straight 4hours lab session. Lucky i have funs in the same class if not i'll just commit suicide. Can't wait to see you tomorrow.

I love you baby. And i really miss you. I really do.

Monday, April 23, 2007

Title: new song

I love the first few phrases of this song's chorus....

Its for you baby...

Title: Birthday celebration/first day of school

Ladies and gentlemen your attention please!

School has bloody hell started.

lesson started at 8 today. Cant believe i actually woke up for the lesson. I only got 9 hours of sleep in total for the past two days. sigh. lack of sleep is the only thing thats changing now. Fell alseep during one of the lecture cuz the lecturer was telling us and showing us pictures about his daughter, which obviously doesn't concern me. And what's more is that his kids are only like 7 years old. No point showing pictures of 7 year old girls to a LT filled with raging hormones guys. It doesn't turn us on. dumb. Went to cut hair at kelantan street but the shop was closed on monday so im gonna go tomorrow during my lunch break. *still can't believe school started.

School starts at 10 tomorrow. The lastest day of the week. Can't believe it. Last sem the lastest day i start school was 12!!!! Just imagine sleeping til the sun'son your ass and wakes you up. Well, its over. period. Don't know will i see baby cuz our schedule are pretty packed and we are only free after 5 in which both of us will be thoroughly shag. But i'll try hun, i'll bring you life when i meet you!! well til then people. goodnight.

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Title: meimei birthday

Today is my Meimei's birthday!!

Happy 15th birthday!! One more year to sweet 16!

My dearest meimei, time flies so so fast when we're all young. And it'll pass faster when we get older. On your 15th birthday, kor will like to wish you a happy, joyous, sexy, and lovable birthday. May you always stay cheerful and cute, sweet and chubby. May you study hard and score well. May you 快高长大. And may you always remember kor will be here anytime you need him! Happy birthday once again!

Last night was insane. i couldn't sleep at all even though i was out the whole damn day. I guess it's just a saturday night routine cuz every saturday is the same for me-sleepless nights follwed by thinking about a series of stuff that i used to do like going gym with my friends when he was still in poly and was fit as fiddle. nevermind. period. Then after this i'll go think about how much money is there left in my bank and it came to me that i really needed to find a job and have a life when school starts. And in addition baby's starting work at the same time when i start school so we'll have very little time to see each other. Baby has a 9-5 job and i have a super packed timetable. damn it. Come to think of it how can they put my monday lesson at 8am???!!! This is nonsense! Who can wake up at 8 on a monday morning?! period again. Well you see there are really a lot of things to think about on a saturday night when you cant fall asleep. *irritating.

Sundays at church are pretty much the same thing that happens. But just today i realised something. Why do indians or philipinos or whatever race except for chinese come for chinese mass when they don't fricking understand the language?! I'm not being a racist or whatever 'cist' you call it. But it's really dumb and brainless and most importantly disrespectful to go forthe sake of going for something. In the case. Mass. OMFG. You come church cuz it's a must to come. Come on people. Get a life or should i say, get an education of another language, or if you can't afford, wake up and go for english mas. I don't know what to say to these people. It's like trying to walk a maze blindfolded. AKA. Being downright dumb. Already mass itself is filled with such depth (if you pay attention that is) and you come for it and don't know the language. Dumb and dumber. Nothing else to comment on this kind of people. But you can leave a tag to tell me how you feel. F3 was great. the crossword puzzle was superb! Downloaded them off the web at 2am last night and yea. Glad they enjoyed it. Well now it has come to a point of me deciding to choose between dumb games and thinking games. well it takes time. Slowly but surely i'm sure i can do it. so yea. This is pretty much bout what happened today.

Yesterday remember i blogged bout Baby wanting to eat Beef hor fan. Turned out baby and pet and gang wanted to give me a surprise and yea. When me and baby reached the shop i was looking for empty tables like always and me being so good with my eyes, saw pet robing and angela at one table and my first reaction, turned at looked at baby... *stunned. haha. You should have seen the look on my darn face.. Then we went on to order food and eat. Gawd the hor fan never fail to turn me on. Phew some good food we had that night. Then halfway pet went to the toilet, but she went to take the cake instead. like hello.. you hid the cake in the toilet right.. haha. Well guess what? they bought the same cake baby bought for me. Awfully chocolate cake... well its supereb. Cuz its choc cake. haha. then they gave me my present. haha. Seriously thought it was a sex toy. Serious. i swear. swear. haha. then turned out its a larva lamp!!! haha now its sitting in the corner of my room flowing. *old school eh.. haha then winson came with chris after a long while cuz the bus druver screwed up with the directions. Winson made me a motorbike model. OMFG. Its a red yamaha cruiser with chrome rims and a creamed colour touch. *SWEET. sweet i tell you. just sweet.. haha. then we went on to have durains ans went back home. Me and my dearest baby took a stroll home cuz i figured i don't know when i can walk with her so slowly not caring about time in the next few weeks to come. So ya, me and baby's mind are still at the beach resort. Sigh. We wish we were still there. We really really really enjoyed ourselves so so so so much.

Thank you again baby, for the wonderful birthday this year. Its the best one ever and it'll always be. I'll hold it so close to my heart so that no matter what happens, i wil always know that on the 19 of April on 2007, My baby nana girl gave me the best Birthday of my life.

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Title: personlity test

I am at baby's place and she suggest we do a personality test so here are the results.

WARNING!

IT'S DAMN TRUE.

This is mine....

About 4% of the U.S. population possesses the combination of traits that make up this personality type.Being an ISTP means that it takes a lot to get your feathers ruffled. When those around you are losing it, you're usually the one who's calm in the face of a storm. In fact, you can come across as an absolute action hero in times of trouble. This is especially true when you show that you're both independent and capable of rising to a challenge. Because you rarely get flustered, people are apt to depend on you for reassurance. Lucky for you, you're the kind who can thrive under pressure. You may even seek out situations that involve unpredictability and quick thinking. More than most, you're a true thrill-seeker. Where there's action; you're usually there.

In relationships, people are likely to be attracted to your confident, daring nature. You'll appreciate their admiration and the company it brings you, but you also value your independence. You're not the kind of individual who equates being alone with being lonely. In fact, you can keep to yourself in a lot of ways. Chances are you don't mean to play hard to get; you just are.

And this is my baby's...

About 12% of the U.S. population possesses the combination of traits that make up this personality type.

Being an ESTJ, you can stand out from the crowd for all kinds of reasons. Among your unique qualities are strong determination and a sharp mind. Together, these traits often mean that an honest day's work isn't likely to strike fear into your heart. On the contrary, you're one who can truly appreciate commitment to a job well done. This steadfast nature usually carries over to your relationships as well; you're rarely one to run off because things have gotten tough. This is an admirable quality. Your philosophy of relationships appears much like your work ethic. You're the kind who believes that what you put into a relationship is typically what you get back. Because of this no-nonsense approach, you aren't the type to overwhelm others with your warm and fuzzy ways. However, when people want to hear truth, they should knock on your door.

I told you it's damn true already. Now you believe me? We're going geylang for dinner. Gonna go eat mee sua and beef hor fan.. Don't even know if baby can finish all the food!!!

Friday, April 20, 2007

Title: His birthday celebration

This is a story about two people who are totally in love and complete each other's life. It was his birthday and this was what she did for him-- her Superman.

Him and her on the way to the resort at sentosa. He only had a rough idea on how the place would look like and was already very eager to see how the place will look like. She bought him a bouquet of sunflower. He likes it but doesn't know how to tell her he does...

Him and her reached the resort and checked in. The staff there were super polite. He likes it. The box he's holding is his birthday cake. But he doesn't know how it looked like yet cuz she wants to give him a big surprise. He's starting to get super excited... "so near yet so far.."

Well this picture was taken because He wants make everything a sweet memory and its gonna be a sweet loving two days. Yes, he included the room number.

Well well. This is the exciting part. Him and her opening the door to memory for the first time. The door card failed for a few times but eventually could work cuz He knows how to unlock everything. Including her heart.

As him and her walked in, he saw many flower petals on the carpeted ground.

Red ones, pink ones, yellow ones, white ones and he saw a smile on her face. There from the distance, he saw the bed. He couldn't believe what he saw. He felt so very loved.... He really was.

This was what he saw on the bed. Now you know why he felt how he felt. Loved.

Well this stairs was beside the bed. He heads on up.

And up...

And he reached the top. Once again, he stopped breathing for the thousand seven hundred and twenty six times in 15 mins.

He stretched out his hands and pushed the door.

Saw two bamboo made tanning deck chairs and there was more.

His and her personnal jaccuzi pool. Let him repeat himself. His and her personnal jaccuzi pool.

He went nearer just to confirm its real. And he was right. It was real.

Him and her felt that they must take a photo cuz the view was magnificient. He was smiling inside.

Him and her went down and decided to capture a perfect photo for the perfect couple.

Him and her couldn't bear to touch the bed. They really adore the deco.

Him and her decided to change and head upstairs and take a soak and have a good tanning.

Remembered he said the view was magnificient. He wasn't lying. He never lies. Especially about how he felt for her. He loves her.

Proving himself again about the view.

Him and her got a little hungry and she told him that there is a place that serves great pasta and pizza called Trapizza. They had carbonara and a pizza topped with sausage, onion, salami, cheese and a paper-thin crust that explodes in their mouth. The sausage was superb cuz it really teasted like meat. Not plastic. He had a good meal.

And so did her.

Her smile. Her eyes. Her everything. Just makes him go bonkers.

It was a short stroll on the beach after the meal and him and her decided to walk over to their favourite ice cream shop. Ben and Jerry's ice cream.

He ordered chocolate fudge and sweet cream n' cookies. He thought it was rather good. He wasn't referring to the ice cream. He was referring to her. Her company. Her being beside him.

Of course he knows how she feels for him. Same as how he feels for her... Everthing becomes OK when she was beside him.

The ice cream got him and her a little crazy and they decided to take more photos.

He really love this picture because she looked so very loved. She really looked very in love.

She tried to show how much she loved him but she couldn't stretch her arms wider than the ocean. He loves her too.

She took this picture. She gave him a surprise with the cake and deco. He cried.

They sang the song. And he cried somemore. He couldn't take it. Cuz it has been a long while since anyone did something with so much heart and soul and effort to make him happy, on his birthday. He really appreciated all that she did for him. Everything. Every little single thing. She burnt her finger while lighting the candles. He felt the pain in his heart. Lucky she was ok. they exchanged hugs and many kisses. He didn't know what to say. All he said was 'thank you' from the bottom of his already touched heart. And he cried tears of joy again.

He made a wish. A wish that had already come true... This year the cake tasted different. It tasted like love. Pure true love.

They spent the night in each other's arms. That was all they ever wanted. To get away from everything and just be together for two days. Just the two of them.

They had a hard time waking up for breakfast the next day cuz they were lost in each other's dreams. But they managed to find the way cuz they knew each other inside and out. He had a sandwichhe made himself after taking egg and cheese. She had scrambled eggs and some dian xin. He thinks that the breakfast wasn't that fantastic. But each other's company and the view once again made everything perfect.

Him and her headed back to the room for the last few hours. Cuz both of them wanted to get a little tanned, he moved the deck chair over the jacuzzi and she took the picture without him knowing. The view was crazy. Him and her had fun tanning.

Really lotsa fun tanning.

Him feeling really good bout himself cuz he was a little tanned, took photos again.

She really got a good tan. So we decided to take more pictures.

She wanted to take a photo using the mirror. He agreed. She liked mirrors. And he doesn't know why. She smile and He smiled.

This picture was a prove that she loves him. Behind their smiles lies another emotion. They hoped they could have stayed there forever. They had so much fun, so much laughter, so much joy. They had to leave...........

But what they brought home with them was something money can't afford, time can't measure.

They brought home a bag full of each other's love and memory that will be remembered til the end of time..

My baby took a lot of time and effort to make all this possible. And i still wanna say thank you even though i said it four thousand and fifty times.

We were super duper excited on wednesday night and when thursday came, we got even crazier. We were counting down. yea, insane it may sound. We counted down. Well i think when you're really looking forward to something, you really want it to come fast and when this happens, time usually pass slower. And when you're crazily having fun, everything happens so fast. But both are us really had so much fun. Its like a bonding session for the both of us. Just chill out and enjoy each other, feels really nice.

Well, two or three days before we went off, baby was worrying only about one thing, just this one simple thing. The unpredictable wheater. Well true as it may seem, baby monitored the wheater forecast and the wheater itself for a week and it was a hundred percent accurate. It really got my baby worried cuz she wanted us to enjoyed the trip, especially me cuz it was my birthday so ya. I understand her worried. But i just told her this, "baby, we shall leave it up to HIM, he has his plans planned out for us already." It didnt rain for the whole two days when we were there. Call it coincidental if you want. I don't think so.

I think HE heard our prayer.

And he answered it.

This two days were just great. Gawd i'm disappointed with myself for not being able to ddescribe how i feel!!!!!!!! It seemed perfect. Everything seems so right. The tv in the room was off almost the whole time except the fact that i watched discovery channel cuz i can't sleep in the night. *laughs

And my cake... just in case you can't see let me enlarge it for you.

'superman'...Baby was telling me, when she called up the cake shop to tell them that she wanted a superman cake but they told baby that the superman design was copyright.. erm, copyright for a cake. okays. no comments. well thats not the point. so baby and the fellow at the cake shop came up with this alternative.....

baby: So how?

fellow: how bout we use superman's primary colours to decorate the cake and also to write?

baby: OKAY! sounds good!

fellow: so what do you wanna write on the cake? happy birthday to.......?

baby: SUPERMAN....

fellow: HUH?! superman? wow your boyfriend must love you very very much! so much so that you call him your superman!

baby: *shyly.. yes....

And my cake came along with a birthday card chopped with a 'I LOVE YOU' stamp and a giraffe design by the side of the envelope. well the contents inside are of course.... confidential.... *love it baby!

All in all, it was a MORE than perfect trip for us.

I just wanna say thank you to my baby again.... I really really had a lot of fun together....

You know that...

You mean the world to me...

I LOVE YOU...

Once upon a time, there lived two people, superman and wondergirl.........

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Title: romantic get away..

FINALLY THE LONG LONG WAIT IS OVER!

Tomorrow me and my baby will be getting away from the nonsense of life and have a short 2d1n romantic get away at sentosa, well although its just two days, it'll be a memorable one for me. Its gonna be a two days that i'll definitely remember. Well wait for me to be back for my post! Then you guys will know why its called a romantic get away!! Til two days later! Loves.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Title:

Came across this passage on the net and i just wanna tel my nana girl how much she means to me.

"i love you baby....."

A girl and a guy were speeding over 100mph on a deserted road on a motorcycle.

Girl: Slow down, we're going too fast. I'm scared! And I don't want anything to happen.
Guy: Come on, don't worry. I know what I'm doing. Your having fun right?
Girl: NO...please stop. I'm really scared
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: I LOVE YOU! Now please slow down.
Guy: Give me a hug. *Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you help me out here? Will you take me Helmet off of me and put it on you? It's bugging me.

In the paper the next day: A motorcycle has crashed into a building break failure. Two people found, but only one survived. The Truth is: That halfway down the road the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want the girl to know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug him for one last time. Then had her wear him helmet so she would live, even though it meant that he would die.

"If i could be any part of you, i’d be your tears. To be conceived in your heart, born in your eyes, live on your cheeks, and die on your lips. "

"Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control."

"I wish i had a way to tell why i love you but i don't need a way to.. because i have you."

"There are so many important things in the world but i only care about you"

"i really do"

Monday, April 16, 2007

Title: rusty boy is sick..

My poor little rusty boy is sick.

He has been puking since yesterday. And hasn't eaten anything since ysterday morning 7am. i gave him lots vitamin when i woke up just now and dad and me brought him to the vet and its closed for lunch so yeps. will see how he is in the evening. well. he drank quite a lot of water just now so i hope everything's going to be just fine.

He looks out and all he ever wanted was to be free.

My boy, my love.

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Title: complains....

tired

cuz i woke up pretty early and i just came back from a long afternoon of meeting.

stressed

cuz i heaven thought bout tmr's games.

weak

cuz im down with flu and sore throat and its hurting like crap. stupid sore throat medicine not working but made it worst.

*just wanna hurry up get pass the weekends and hope thursday comes soon.

Friday, April 13, 2007

Title: SGH sucks.

hey ladies and gentlemen..

today i went to sgh with baby to do her checkup and below is the story i'm gonna tell.

before you continue, i'd just like to say, SGH IS DAMN FCUKING SLOW IN SERVING PEOPLE!

i went to meet baby at pasir ris mrt platform at 10 and we arrived at sgh(no point putting it in blocked letters cuz they don't deserve my respect) at 11 and went on to do the registration. shortly after that baby's mama came bout 12 i think. ok not important. me and baby thought it would take quite a while so we went o have a bit o tim sum first. siew mai, ha gao and char siew pao. then baby's mama came. so ya. we moved to another food court to have main breakfast and i had mee soto, baby had malay chicken rice which was all breast meat and we both don't eat breast meat so ya. byebye meat. anyways. after we ate it was bout 1330 i think. and the bloody number heaven even jumped a single bit. OMFG. 2 hours and the number didn't even jump?!! gawd knows what the hell is the doctor doing inside? well the system works such that when its almost your turn, the computer system will send you a sms on your phone and then you can comeback for the consultation. so ya. 2 hours and still waiting. forget it... lets just be patience. we went on to walk around, going in and out to find something to do, something to eat.. whatever we could have done to pass time, we did it all. went to shit, pee eat and pee again, played psp, read newspaper, read magazine, watched teevee, stone, rot, grow mould, stink, try to sleep but can't cuz the chairs were super uncomfortable and low cuz they didn't know singapore got tall people. lucky the aircon was cold enough, if not they confirm kana from me. so we went to 7 eleven and grab some sweets and chocs and maybe something to read some more and there was it. the damn long queue with only one pathetic cashier. surely you guys can afford one more cashier what. come on its the weekends and one cashier is all you can provide. *disappointed. period. went to another don't know what room and slacked and kill time cuz the teevee there was so much bigger, plasma some more. can't believe sgh is still using the stupid box as teevee! its a hospital not a meusum for goodness! update a bit can?! *nothing to say. then the doctor from another room called. not the one we we waiting for. i also don'tknow why. ask us to go into the room now. it was bout 1400 already by then. like WTH. you make us wait for fricking 3 hours and you say go we just go?! we strolled there. heck. haha. then baby's mama was like "we waited for 3 hours plus, let the doctor wait a bit will die is it?!" totally agree. boths hand up and agree like a mad cow. then ya, both of them went in for the checkup and i waited outside. took bout 15 20 mins. then was finally done. thought it was all settled and all but the booking of next appointment is another round of waiting. OMFG again. sit and waited for another half and hour or more then was our turn to book the next appointment. well. after that we were FINALLY done. haha. left that place.

took a train back to semei and went nutc and baby bought lotsa stuff cuz shes going to go healthy this week. fruits and all. good job baby! and baby cooked me dinner for the first time!! *touched.. but baby's bro didnt really appreciate creamy pasta. haha bo bians. baby, its really nice of you to make the effort to cook. i really appreciate everything. all that you've done. not just todays's cooking. i love you.

then went to ikea with baby's family. had a hell lot of fun choosing bedsheets for the both of them. deciding between this and that took quite a while but was finally settled. hah. i ate so so much today, so mch so til i cant remember the moment when i was hungry. thanks auntie for all the food. you're gonna make my tummy come out. and me bing lazy, it'll get bigger, if not stay there.. haha. i had so much fun today with baby and her family. its kinda like a bonding session for me amd the family. glad the brother opened up to me already. all is good. haha. baby went to granny's house to have fu with cuzens and yeps im going to go play my xbox. loves everyone. peaceout.

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Title: no matter what happens

No matter what happens baby..

I'll be right here..

Waiting for you..

To embrace you with all my heart and soul..

To love you more than yesterday..

To be with you til the end of time..

Nothing in this world can describe how much you mean to me.

Nothing in this world can replace you.

Nothing can ever be compared to you.

Nothing feels better than being beside you.

Nothing will ever change my love for you.

Nothing is complete without you.

Nothing can take my love away from you.

Everything is nothing without you,

Because you are my everything and because you are you..

"I love you....."

Happy anniversary my wondergirl,

Loving you deeply,

Your superman always...

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Title: lane's birthday

today is lane's birthday!!

happy 20th birthday!! 1 more year to 21!

yesterday was lina's birthday!!

happy 19th birthay!! hope you enjoyed yourself!

well yesterday was Lina's birthday and baby had everything prepared and done for. baby ordered a cake two weeks in advance and its looks damn pretty. haha. we went over to waterloo street to collect the cake and was drenched like crazy cuz of the unpredictable weather so people, when you go out, buy newspaper cuz you'll need it after you read it. anyways, baby went on to meet the girls and went to nydc for dinner and i went over to meet foo for a movie that the both of us wanted to watch since we saw the trailer. 'shooter' i give it 11/10. damn bloody good show for people (esp guys) that are in love with guys-- especially sinper rifles. tell you, you'll go insane when cocks the rifle and when the trigger pulls and the bolt action of it. if you understand what i just said, you'd love the movie. if you don't i suggest you better wait for the dvd to come out or hop over to JB and grab one pirated one. after movie went over to meet baby and girls cz the cake cant finish and muz wish bday girl happy birthday ma. so yeps. cake wa superb. ita from 'room for desert' located at waterloo street. if you want, you must make advance booking for the cakes yea. thats pretty much bout my monday.

end of monday.

today is lane's birthday. and i had a stupid nightmare last night. damn it. shan't disclose it. anyways because of the stupid nightmare i woke up at 230pm. wth right. baby already went ahead to do her eyelash and already finish doing when i woke up. i had 3missed calls and 5 msgs when i woke up. and i didnt hear any one of it. don't know what was going on in my darn brain. period.

went out after i bathe to meet baby at cityhall. went to shop for jo's and meimei's birthday present and in the end decided not to buy a handbag for meimei and was going to get something else that meimei wont expect. haha. saw kel on the way also.. well, me being me, we got a little lazy and went over to tcc to have a quick break, baby ordered potaote balls and oreo milkshake. we shared the food cuz we're on budget haha. the balls were good but i find the milkshake a little too sweet for me. but still not bad. then we went over to suntec to meet lane cuz she said she wanted to buy something for herself cuz its her birthday. "alamak, ah tan, want to buy thing also give so much excuses!!!!!!!!!" haha. in the end, ah tan dint buy anything. went on the rafflescity to meet shi min and we went to shop around for jo's present. in the end settled with a pink notebook with a cute print on the front from 'print'

met up with the rest of the girls, jo and emily and we walked over to the resturant called 'my secret garden' ambience is 100% food was 90% overall 97% waiter 50% cuz he thinks he very humourous. cmi can. ordered vongole and baby ordered seafood aglio. damn super super good. the seafood is fresh thats the main thing and its so much above my expection. had triple choc with ice cream and apple crumple for desert. well triple choc is their super highly recommended desert and its true. super fluffy sponge cake topped with hot sticky chocalate fudge and plus the ice cream, it makes your money worthwhile. die die must try. but the apple crumple is a disappointment. no comments. just have to say the one from hagen dazz is so much better. overall, its a super romantic setting kinda place and its worth a try with maybe your partner or a few bestie who knows how to enjoy good food. location-96 waterloo street. after dinner, we went outside and took a lot of pictures with one particular swing. i also don't know why. and also the bamboo shoots where me and baby took gay pictures. haha. had a great day today. sent baby back home. had a romantic bus ride. and took a bus back and right now im gonna go make onion rings to eat for fun.

end of tuesday.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Title: grace's bdae!

yesterday was grace's birthday!!!

happy 18th birthday! you're officially legal!

well. i must say its a pretty last minute kinda thing cuz we were supposed to go for a bbq at savana but there werent any pits available so foo decided we go marina south and have bbq and yea. we did. baby and me and kee shared a cake which was supposed to be a surprise for grace but she kinds found out in the end which was no fun cuz foo rilli wanted to give her a big big surprise. foo is down pretty lately but wont say out wads wrong with him on my blog thou. take care bro. we're here.

after dinner we went to clarke quay indo-chine for drinks and guess what? met my friend again. forever meeting people outside. and just so happen he's one of the old bird bartender and TADA a few free drinks and more alcohol in your mix!!!! well we had vodka lime, lime magarita, lychee martini, bloody mary, mai tai, long island, illusion shots.... yea. additional order was on me cuz of grace's bdae was slippery nipple. what a name. anyways the illusion shots were superb man. we had a few sips cuz must share and its very sweet and smooth. like melted sweets but phew, nice! bloody mary is for those who likes tomato soup, erm. basically thats the whole taste it. long island needs no explaination. and so is it for vodka lime and lychee martini. i didnt drink the lime margarita but its like lime juice(super acidic) haha. yea. as for slippery nipple. never get to taste at all. nevermind.

well after drinking we went over to coffee club to have supper. me and baby had garlic prawn pasta. well the other time i went there with foo after mos, it was so much better. this time round it was very wet. erm if you know bout pasta you'll get what i mean. aglio is supposed to be 'fried' and when its wet, its basically not very nice. period. had a latte cuz i felt like drinking something hot but it was not 'gao' enough. haha. then baby had craving for mud pie and so we ordered. but didnt expect it to be pre-prepared. and ya, the ice cream had ice shavings kina thingy in it so its not so creamy as i expected.. cabbed home. and kee's down with relationship problems again. til i don't know how to help him anymore cuz it always revolves round the same problem. [chill bro.]

baby had bad gastric and bloated stomach last night cuz of the alcohol and food and all.. but all is ok now. she's just having headache and superman's gonna fly over and make her well!! take care people.

Saturday, April 7, 2007

Title: good friday

today is good friday.

lets just take a few moments to remember that our lord saviour died for us this very day two thousand years ago on the cross.

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well. i just came back from the park cuz uncle joe told me two kids got pulled into the sea by the current. and they're only 15. damn. well this was how the senario was like........

A group of friends were at the beach celebrating a friend's birthday and yeah, like every celebration at the park, it never fails to have a game of football and running about like insane people. so naturally after 3 hours in the hot afternoon sun, your body is dead tired inside. you might not feel it but yes, its out of energy. so this group of friends decided to take a cool soak in the water to chill a little. so after a while, it gets bored staying near the shore so ya, "lets go deeper and have some fun". thats it. it was bout 3pm. *fact: when the tide is coming in, the current is damn damn strong. you can't see it but its there. so this few guys decided to venture out deeper and fail to realise somewhere out there is a steep drop rite down to the bottom of the ocean and thats it again. two of them drowned. one guy tried to help but was unable to.

*this is my own prediction based on experience on how it happened-- guyA is drowning and so is guyB. so its human nature to stuggle and ya, guyA tries to paddle up and try to breathe. so while trying to go up, he pushes guyB down further and guyB will also do the same thing to get up to the surface. so when both of them tries to struggle and get up, plus 1 minus 1 equal?? ZERO!!! both were unable to do so and TA DA!!!! guy A and B drown.. it sounds insane but it happens.

well this just proves a few things.

*life is so very fragile and weak and that in an instant you might be having a donkey lot of fun, the next minute, you're gone.

~lesson learnt? never play a fool on your own life and of others. treasure whatever you have, anything and everything. cuz you'll never know when you're gonna go.

*never underestimate the sea.

~lesson learnt? while you might think that the waters here in singapore is a weakling, you are darn wrong. i myself experienced the power if the sea and i tell you, its not the kind of lesson you need to go through to let yourself know the fact not to mess with the sea. every minute and second makes a difference.

well there are other things that can't be explained for the drowning of the two guys and i do believe such things happen cuz i have heard, seen and encountered before. so when at the beach or whatsoever. remember this. never ever ever underestimate the power of the sea, especially the current.

on top of everything that has happened. easter is coming soon and its a beginning of a new life. til then, love you guys and go tell your friends--you love them too.

Thursday, April 5, 2007

Title: gawd im bored!

im at home now and im rotting away. im waiting for time to pass so i can leave house and head to church. at least i can meet my friends there or something. just finish playing my xbox and an hour's nap and im still bored stiff. i miss you.

well on the other hand, this two weeks im trying to put on weight so im taking going on a high carb low protein diet. just for this two weeks or so. then after two weeks, will change to high protein diet. so guys these two weeks you're gonna see me eat a fricking lot of pasta and rice and potatoes and other tonnes of starchy food. just made myself a cup of blended chocolate milk with two bananas. at night going to drink one more cup before i sleep. that means 4 bananas a day. should be enough to get fat i think.

baby's at the child care center asking bout her workload and schooling hours. just wanto let her know her superman will support her in everyway she needs. loves.

Monday, April 2, 2007

Title:

You Are My SunshineMy only sunshine. You make me happy When skies are grey. You'll never know, dear, How much I love you. Please don't take my sunshine away The other nite, dear, While I was sleeping I dreamed I held you in my arms. When I awoke, dear, I was mistaken so I hung my head and cried.

can't live without you baby. smiles.

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blog is down for a while.

Sunday, April 1, 2007

Title: lost

to my dearest:

i love you and i don't want you to feel lost.

i know for sure you'll find your way back once everything's ok.

come to me and all your worries will be washed away and we can hug and snuggle.

need you badly baby.
come to your superman.

don't go away baby. i need you and you need me. we need each other to be completed. one cant live without the other like plants cant make food without the sun. let me be your sun. let me be your superman. let me be your boyfriend, your best friend. let me be your everything, your all in all, everything you'll every need.

I love you.