The only easy day was yesterday

Sunday, March 4, 2007

Title: today is total crap.

just got home from a long day of meeting.

sigh i dont know where to start.

today after church im supposed to go meet baby, pet and robin to go check out the travel fair. but when i boarded the taxi, my mother called to tell me that i cant go. her reason is simple. i only knew my baby for sucha short time and its not safe. well, i may not be a super good reason but i guess she means well. at first i was damn damn damn pissed out when she told me so last minute that i couldnt go, as in damn damn pissed, really fucked up man. but after i put down the phone, or rather, hung up the phone, i realised i fucking did a stupid mistake.

i screwed up.

big time.

by doing all this nonsense, my mum will think bad of baby, my mm would 'presume' like she always does, and this will not do us any good at all. but its just that, you know when you waited for something so so badly and you're so eager to wanting to go and have some lone time with your love ones, and the whole thing is cancelled not cuz the both of you guys cant make it, its cuz of other reasons that could have been avoided. but anyways, we can always go during the year end holidays.

i want my mum to like my nanagirl, but i think i blew it once, in future, i promise it'll never ever happen again. i think today i hurt my baby quite a lot, even though she said its ok and all, i still feel its a little wrong. and im sorry honey. sorry i was fucked up with the whole world. i love you still.

went over to the toy meusum to have a look and yeah, had lotsa fun. it was rather interesting though. didnt know they have a meusum for toys, but some of the toys are super super old man. cool. my baby keeps wanting me to pose fot emo photos so ya, below are some photos.

sorry mummy.