The only easy day was yesterday

Saturday, March 31, 2007

Title: cant believe it.

just came from recruitment camp meeting and ya i cant believe i saw. one orange lambo, one orange lotus and one red ferrari. below are the super hot pics. enjoy. tell you when the engine is on, the sound the bloody engine makes is super duper shiok. well enjoy.

well today's meeting was a super good one i must say cuz cluedo is mostly done and ya. other than spiritual group, the rest is almost done i think, haha.. meimei ah!!! must use your brain more dong ma?! don everytime sit there and stone!!!! if carry on like that butt will get big one you know!!! so use more brains! adding on, when we were at rafflescity subway, we saw an auntie of like erm, my mama's age wore a damn fcuking revealing top. let me tell you how bloody revealing it is. its a super low cut light green transloucent top. and its low cut til her bellybutton and adding on to the shit, she didnt wear a fricking bra and ya.. the rest is up to your imagination. gawd, imagine your mama dresses like that out. shit. and she was out with her husband, daughter and son. really cant take it. period and pukes my shit up.

anyways i still somehow feel like not everything is in control so ya, i feel like helping but i am very tired today so ya im sorry guys. well the xiao ming guys are quite screwed up cuz they heaven been coming for meetings and im actually quite fcuked up bout it and next week they are gonna get a bloody questioning session rom me and ya they better be able to answer my questions. sorry boys, the man's gotta do what a man's gotta do.

meimei take care kays. you've been thru a lot. korkor is only a phone call away, anytime you need someone to tell your worries, im here! take care kays. hugs.

baby's down with gastric and i miss her. i wonder how she's doing at home. she must be suffering alone on the bed now. poor nana girl. i hope i can be by your side now and hold your hands and watch you fall asleep. i wanna be by your side all the time to take care of you always. all the way. I love You.

Title: im so dead

erm. i am in deep shit.

i'm sitting in front of the laptop and i realised something.

my fricking tummy is fricking big.

this is very very very bad.

but you know what?

fcuk it!!!

came back from JB with two more t-shirts into my collection. damn cheap can? total only cost me 25 sing dollars. and the material of the shirt damn good also. its super duper worth. and then also bought a pair of new shoes. wanted to get a pair that has green stripe or something. but really cant find one pair that suits me so in the end i bought a pair thats black and with gold stripes. not bad i think cuz ya, i don wanna end up getting another pair of brown shoes!! and mummy bought me earring cuz i badly wanted one. its 14Rm and ya, its currently the most expensive earring i have. mine cost usually bout $1.50. go ahead and laugh your butt off. yes $1.50 is the avg price of my earrings. period while you laugh.

super duper tired cuz its been a long time since i went shopping with mama and prisca and my aunts. good family bonding! feels good after today cuz im always busy with other stuff and always not being able to go for family functions so ya. im glad i went JB with them.

anyways tomorrow is gonna be a vry long day cuz i have camp meeting from 3 onwards so yea. of to bed.

baby, don't you ever worry a single bit cuz i will always be here for you. anytime you need me. i will be your sunshine after the rain. hugs.

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Title: blog song

well i changed my blog song yesterday night. i wanted to change it to something funny but i forgot how i came upon this song and ya. i knew this was the song i wanted to put on my blog. this is a christian song and i don't know why but it brings back memory from all my past legion camps. all the bonding with person beside you, feeling God's presence and to cry your hearts out knowing that HE died for you so that you have life.. all these came straight to me when i heared the song and trust me. i cried man. it hits the heart not the ears.

thank God he made me.

praise him above all!

Title: drinking session

it has been a long while since the brothers hang out.

it has been a long while since we made kee drunk.

it has been a long while since we talk the night away.

yesterday night was spent a foo's place.kee was still not over her. foo and i also don't know what to say so we just listened.
guessed kee still loves her a lot and i don't get it. why cant she commit as much as he does?! but its always his decision in the end so me and foo just nod our heads and listen. yeah. well, kee was definitely drunk last nite from all the tequila shots. erm he had like 12 shots i think.. foo had bout 10 and i didnt really drink cuz my tummy is screwed up so ya.

well its not bout the alcohol. its about the company.

its a really really long time since the three if s hang out at foo's place and its always good to know you have friends that are super close to your heart and that they listen to your sorrows and all. its a feeling i cant describe.
thanks guys. love you guys man......

thanks bros. cheers.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Title: anyone miss me???

another week has passed.

another day is coming

but my love for you

will never change with the days.

it has been a fulfilling week for me.

sunday was super duper fun and F3 was sucha success i don't even know how to thank God for it.

sunday's sermon was about forgetting the past and looking forward to what's gonna happen.

to many of us, past affects the future. to me, past is past, future is awaiting. so much more things are gonna happen to me and the people around me so much so that sad past are not worth my memory. only the happy ones stay in my mind. that sunday's sermon made me think quite a lot cuz ya, easter is coming and its a beginning of a new life. even though its a new beginning of spiritual life, i hope its a new beginning or my life, my real life.

sunday we had our post activity at fort canning park. before that we had a service at saint's peter and paul church. i must say that day was memorable cuz ya, many of the lost souls and MIA people came and its good to see them even though its once a year. well different peple do things differently so ya. whatever their decision is, its their pasa.

then comes the post activity. well i must say the number of people that turned up was many many!!! haha, like 30plus people. cool. if only every activity was like that. anyways, we played childhood games, balancing bean bags on your forehead then walk up a steep slope and pass to the next guy and the rest is self-explained. well, its a simple game but its so much different when you play it with your frends close to your heart. thats what makes the difference. when back home after the activity cuz im super shagged after sucha long day out. waited for bus with meimei cuz shes having stiches and ya, after meimei left, me winson and chris took mrt back. yeps.

end of sunday.

monday came and ya. went over to baby's place after i finished my sub paper which i think cannot make it. then ya. was super tired cuz heaven had enough rest from sunday. went over and as usual, watch my channel 72 and my baby hungry!!! haha, wanted her to eat bread but baby wanted to eat mee goreng so ya cooked for her.. haha, the mee turned out not bad i must say, super edible!!! then i mouth itchy and then went to make banana desert with bread. super duper good desert to have after the meal. warm and sweet. nice.

in the evening, went to meet up pet robin and angela cuz pet''s gonna try out her wedding gown so ya. well, i must say the wedding shop isnt that fantastic. didnt provide very good service and i cant really feel like the fellow there entertaining us was not excited bout the wedding. well somehow i feel like people working in the industry should be excited when people are getting married and then like serve us them enthu that kind. get what i mean???

anyways i think both of them decided not to get their gown from there already so ya. period.

went to have prawn noodle and must say, its better that the makansutra one beside DXO. its worth a try man. its a million times better than makansutra one. location of the stall is opposite the police post near tampines safra. show you guys some pics of my god sis in the gown!!! haha..

end of monday.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Title: long long time ago....

it has been a while. i should say, a very fricking damn bloody long while, sonce i last blogged.

but well, it doesn't matter that much though.

so so much had happened since i last blogged.. me and my baby had misunderstandings, we cleared it up. i had my church outdoor activity, and it was a success. went to church like always, feels the same. started F3, super duper hell lot of enthu people. went ktv with my baby and frends including you ah tan, sung songs, some of them emo. but its okay. gave my baby a surprise hug by turning up at her place at 1am in the night, baby didnt expect it and ya, the rest is obvious... got my results and its not really superb, people that know me will know what i mean, i'll be having sub paper so ya. working hard.

this may sound like a emo entry but its not cuz i'm seldom 'emo-tic'.

so much is happening. school and church are two things that worry me like crap. well school is easy to handle, score well and then the rest.... period.
church and legion are the ones that will 24/7 be worrying about no matter what. recruitment camp will be coming along, 31 may.. and i feel that preparation for it is so not done and its super worrying coz if ian can't make it for the camp due to NS, poor me have gotta go take over him. that's why now i hafta go for their meetings. it doesn't matter if i have to go for their individual group meetings, coz i don't want to only get worried until the camp itself. if its bout worrying, it should be happening now and now only, even though im quite a last minute person, when it comes to a 3d2n camp, it no time to be last minute.
well baby, if you're thinking why you're not mentioned, im only worried bout your poor tummy that always have gastric problems, thinking of it again, you do have a lot of things to worry about. my baby has tummyache everytime, and she is to NOT EAT creamy, oily, and not eat too fast. so people, if you're reading this entry of mine and you're dating her out, you should know what to do. below are some tips.....

never ever go for buffet cuz she'll eat too fast

never ever go to pastamania cuz she'll eat carbonara

never ever go supper cuz she'll eat stuff like prata, mac or anything oily, maggie's better now

if you think you cant do the stuff mentioned on top, you can always go the the nearest kopitiam and order mee hoon mee soup!!!! haha

*sorry baby, this is for your sake, i still love you!!!

well, remembered i mention this mission me and my baby was on, i can say now, mission is accomplished. just for all your information, my baby, kee and foo were my pillar of strength, especially my baby, the mission is dedicated to you. thanks baby!!

i love you.

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Title: what a day.

today i woke up to my new xbox!!!

haha, i finally got my xbox.

well, my baby's worried bout me being too addicted to the new system in my living room but i just want to tell her thats its okay. im not a ahrdcore gamer freak. i just play when i have time or when i have nothing to do. haha, relax baby.

i went to pick my nana up from work today. we had so much fun walking from suntec to e mrt station and also on the train but when we alighted from the train, things were so so so so much different. baby's tired and i tried to be there for her, but i guess my efforts weret enough. im sorry. i knew my baby would be super tired from work cuz yesterday was the same too so ya. i was prepared. prepared to give her my shoulder and my everything to make sure she feels fine. but i failed again. period. its always like that. it happened before and its happening and it'll happen again. 'it's just us'

was supposed to go have supper with lane, sm and people, but baby was too tired and ya, we decided to go home. and so did i. but i met my friend for a drink downstairs. as in drink tea, not beer. then got a message from baby, she's going supper with her friend.

period.

loves you baby.

im working very very hard.

you really mean a lot to me. i swear.

today is the twelfth day.

Wednesday, March 7, 2007

Title: damn it. cant sleep

SHIT.

this cant be happening for the second time.

i fricking cant sleep.

this SUCKS for nuts.

can i take sleeping pills and sleep til i drown in my drool.

nevermind.

goodnight.

today is the tenth day.

Monday, March 5, 2007

Title: got something up my hook.

ladies and gentlemen!!!! just want to share with you guys my first time catching a stingray!!!!!

last night i went fishing with winson and ya, he caught a catfish and i caught a stingray, its only a very small one but still, the feeling when it gets hooked is super satisfying!!! then when you reel the thing back, the stingray will constantly struggle and ya, the tuck it makes and the rod is insane!!! great time last night...

today is the eight day

cool eh?

Sunday, March 4, 2007

Title: today is total crap.

just got home from a long day of meeting.

sigh i dont know where to start.

today after church im supposed to go meet baby, pet and robin to go check out the travel fair. but when i boarded the taxi, my mother called to tell me that i cant go. her reason is simple. i only knew my baby for sucha short time and its not safe. well, i may not be a super good reason but i guess she means well. at first i was damn damn damn pissed out when she told me so last minute that i couldnt go, as in damn damn pissed, really fucked up man. but after i put down the phone, or rather, hung up the phone, i realised i fucking did a stupid mistake.

i screwed up.

big time.

by doing all this nonsense, my mum will think bad of baby, my mm would 'presume' like she always does, and this will not do us any good at all. but its just that, you know when you waited for something so so badly and you're so eager to wanting to go and have some lone time with your love ones, and the whole thing is cancelled not cuz the both of you guys cant make it, its cuz of other reasons that could have been avoided. but anyways, we can always go during the year end holidays.

i want my mum to like my nanagirl, but i think i blew it once, in future, i promise it'll never ever happen again. i think today i hurt my baby quite a lot, even though she said its ok and all, i still feel its a little wrong. and im sorry honey. sorry i was fucked up with the whole world. i love you still.

went over to the toy meusum to have a look and yeah, had lotsa fun. it was rather interesting though. didnt know they have a meusum for toys, but some of the toys are super super old man. cool. my baby keeps wanting me to pose fot emo photos so ya, below are some photos.

sorry mummy.

i especially like this in particular.

baby and mr spinach.

cuteness

lotsa toys people.

the emo pic i was talking bout.

Saturday, March 3, 2007

Title: deciding on location still...

me and baby both are still deciding on where we wanna go. but i was flipping through the papers and i didnt see anything really really cheap but ya, was looking at Bali, but im not really sure of the place itself so if we really wanna head there, we must do a hell lot of research, but i know my baby will do it, haha. anyways im at pet's place, we've got a movie to catch later at 0020hrs, protege. i know its like damn damn long since the movie came out but ya, we a bit lag, so please understand.

my flu hasnt recover yet, but im getting used to it already. it has became part of me of me! gawd, this is not good, anyways, had my zhi yuan hui meeting today, well i must say that the people in the organising team this time round has a different kind of mix. its all for the good for the future!!! they will help me plan for my year end camp. well i don mind going down to their meetings to 'groom' them, cuz you know what? in the end, you'll still need their help. well, there will forever be a problem of shortage of people in legion but everyone is doing their best, maybe not everyone, but the people who actually gives a damn would. chris is back also, well it means something when one guy leaves the team and caomes back later on when he realise something in his life is missing. he knows his way, the way back.......

now im still thinking where to go for my trip with my baby, so anyone with good ideas please drop me a tag. anyways we'll be haeding to the travel fair tomorrow and hopefully we can get some really good deals and yea, have a hell lot of great time!!!
today is the seventh day.

Thursday, March 1, 2007

Title: right here waiting for you.

as i write this post,

the radio is playing this song,

'right here waiting for you'

just so heartwarming to hear this kinda song,

alone in the late night.
my poor baby is down with gastric cuz we ate too much sushi during dinner, we ordered too fast and gobbled down all the food cuz we had to rush for the movie, 'norbit'. well well, movie review--------- it's of cuz a funny movie cuz eddie murphy is the main guy acting. but to my surprise, there's actually a storyline, well, for the romantic potion i think i will only rate it at a 20%, comedy 80%. out of 10, i'll give it a 7.8, worth the money! had so much fun today, but baby told me she felt very grumpy. must be the hair!!! haha. it looks fine baby. really. trust me. it doesn'tmatter how the world looks at you an think that your hair is ugly, cuz through my eyes, everything on you looks perfect. i love you.

today was my last darn paper. finally its all over. well i must say its not like i really work so darn darn hard but ya, i did study more than usual cuz baby was my pushing factor, on top of that, im on a very important mission that only me and my baby knows. haha, and im so glad my baby is so proud! well, today went by real fast but baby is at home with gastric and i know she's sufferring extremly badly. i never ever had gastric before but my mum has them so everytime she that stupid fluid in the stomach goes crazy, i know it hurts like fu*k cuz my mum sleeps sitting up and then curl up like a prawn, i know it hurts laa. don't ask me howmuch it hurts but i know it hurts. period.

tomorrow morning i will be going over to my baby's place and most prob make her lunch or something then will spend the afternoon watching dvd or my favourite channel 72 provided ah ma is not watching hong kong tv serial! haha. then evening time will be going over to meimei's church cuz they having fun night there hopefully will be 'fun' !!! still need to buy drinks for them, alamak.. so not prepared!!!

today is the fifth day.